The doctor, who wore his sadness with such loveliness, had come to check on me the night before. "I had a patient on another floor," he said. "Let me see how you‘redoing." And he swished the curtain around me as he always did. He didn‘t take my temperature with a thermometer but held his hand to my forehead, and then took my pulse with his fingers to my wrist. "Okay, then," he said. "Sleep well." He made a fist and kissed it, then held it in the air as he unswished the curtain and left the room. For many years, I loved this man. But I have already said that.