What a mess!!

I didn't wash the dishes for the past two meals.

Do you see all the dirty dishes in the sink?

(Do you see the sink full of dirty dishes?)

Sometimes, it is not bad. Is it weird?

The more it messes, the more satisfaction I feel cleaning them.

Sometimes, I feel bad when I know that there are many chores to finish,

It makes me feel tired.

one of my students

I had a student who didn't enter  high school.

We had classes only for 6 months and he quit because of his bad behavior like smoking,

running away from house etc.

At first , I thought that he is different from other sts.

I thought that he needs a counselor therefore I searched for a counseling center

that runs in the city, which is free of charge.

Then, I recommended that his mother to take him to the counselor but his mother doesn't

have her own car. That's why I took him to the counselor every Tuesday.

Every after his consultation with the counselor, I had to speak with the counselor 

instead of his mother about him.

We only had 10 free consultation. Unfortunately, nothing happened after 10 times of

consultation. It wasn't helpful at all for us-him, his mother and I.

After that, he ran away form home. I phoned his friends to find out where he is.

He was near my city where it takes 2hours to get there by car.

His parents wouldn't want to do anything for him. That was not the first time.

I asked some advice from my husband and he told me this,

"You should go to that city to bring him back to his parents. There is nobody else who

can help him except you. You better go now!!"

Can you guess how kind he is?

Driving to the city, a thousand emotions crowded through my mind.

"What am I doing?...

Why am I going to this city?...

Why should I go there, not his parents? ...

Why?... Why?... Why?...

It will help him and encourage him...

I am doing well...

This is the best way...

He is my student...

I can turn him a good boy..."

Eventually, I foung him along with his friend so I took him and his friend back to their

parents.

A few days later, he couldn't keep studying with me, so he quit.

For 6months, I did my best to make him study hard but I failed.

I think the reason is that he has some trouble with studying.

 A year later, 

his mother called and told me that she moved and wanted to invite me to her new house

after arranging the house. But she hadn't called me yet and I am worried that something

unexpected happen to her.

Yesterday, I heard a news about him. His bad behavior gets worse and worse and

as well as his younger brother even though he is only 15 years old. 

To make matters worse, his mother has cancer. I am dumbfounded. I feel very sorry for them.

He was my student and I know how sad his mother is for them.

when he was my student, she and I talked a lot.

But I don't want to know their sorrow any more. I don't want to be hurt by them any more.

On the other hand, if she dies for cancer, I can guess how I will regret so much that I didn't

call to comfort. I'm afraid of that.

Here is the question Jason, 

What will I do?

Gimbap

Jessica wanted to have gimbap, I made it for her.

Have you ever seen it? Most Koreans, including my family, like it.

Rice, dried lavers, pickled radish, carrots, spanach, eggs are main ingredents and

we can add some other ingredients like Gimchi, meat, sesame leaves etc.

If you visit my house someday, we can make it together. Isn't it fun just imagining?

I am sure that you will like it so much.

I am interested in foreign food. I want to introduce wonderful Korean food to foreign countries 

and I also want to try wonderful foreign food.

coffee shop in the church

My house was disinfected, we, Jessica and I could not stay there.

We went to the church that is near my house i told you before, in the morning,

and actually, after our class.

There are big buildings in the church.

This is the main building in the church.

There is the coffee shop in this building.

It is inside of the coffee shop that i enjoy drinking coffee and snacks.

 I like espresso coffee. Do you see the book, Secret?

We read books and had some conversation.

After 2hours, we went back home and cleaned the house.

Mopping the floor, that always makes me feel sick to my arms.

I feel shy to write a diary in English.

I want to open this diary only you but I don't know how to do it.

유후후~경주^^

애초의 제목은 "번짱의 추억 속으로~기림사"였으나, 

강풍? 비? 오르막? 견인人의 급불참?? ...등등의 트집으로 "유후후~경주^^"로 변경한다.

흐린날의 유원지는 그야말로 한적한,유유자적의 표상임을 알게 된다.^^

 양푼이 동태탕, 흐린 날씨와 걸맞아 라이딩의 목적이 차라리 이 얼큰한 점심이 되어도  

좋을지경이다.