"인간이 목숨을 걸 만한 명분은 네 가지다. 신앙, 가족, 조국, 주권. 인간은 누구라도 이것을 위해 싸우고 죽을 각오를 해야 한다. 물론 나도 기꺼이 목숨을 바칠 것이다. 나는 수도를 지키기 위해서 조상들 못지않은 용기를 보일 것이다." - <삶의 발명>, 정혜윤 - 밀리의 서재
https://www.millie.co.kr/v3/bookDetail/179628157 - P186


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니코스 카잔차키스는 모넴바시아 여행기를 이런 문장으로 마무리한다.
폐허에서 여행자는 희망 없는 투쟁에 기꺼이 뛰어드는 영혼을 본다. 아무런 보상을 기대하지 않고 치열한 투쟁 그 자체에서 즐거움을 느끼는 영혼을 보는 것이다. 그 영혼은 승부를 떠나서 마치 게임을 하듯 그 투쟁에 몰두하기 때문에 즐거움을 느낀다. 그리하여 내 영혼은 이렇게 맹세한다. 다시는 내 마음에 인생의 환락, 도취, 근심으로 부담 주지 않으리라. 나는 허공에 튀어 오르는 불꽃같은 상태로 내 영혼을 보존하리라.13

- <삶의 발명>, 정혜윤 - 밀리의 서재
https://www.millie.co.kr/v3/bookDetail/179628157 - P172

이런 것을 가리켜 우리는 ‘살아 있는 한때’라고 부른다. 우리가 사랑하는 순간, 기억하고 싶은 순간이고 모넴바시아는 사랑할 만한 곳이었다. - <삶의 발명>, 정혜윤 - 밀리의 서재
https://www.millie.co.kr/v3/bookDetail/179628157 - P177

우리는 시간과 우연의 자식들에 불과하지만, 그러나 시간과 우연을 초월해서 살아남는 경이로운 것들, 우리 인류가 존재하는 한 불멸일 것들, 우리를 끝까지 기쁘게 인간이게 하는 것들이 있다. 그것들도 별처럼 나를 끌어당긴다. - <삶의 발명>, 정혜윤 - 밀리의 서재
https://www.millie.co.kr/v3/bookDetail/179628157 - P183


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For a good while they waited there in the cold,
on the front step. He could have taken her on then, he knew, and considered taking her to the priest‘s house or on home with him - but she was such a small, shut-down thing, and once more the ordinary part of him simply wanted to be rid of this and get on home. - P61


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Furlong left Kathleen, who was off from school, in charge of the office while he made the out-of-town deliveries, collecting as much as he could of what was owed.
When he came back, at lunchtime, Kathleen had the next loads organised and the dockets ready so there would be only a small delay while he got a bite to eat before delivering more. - P49

I just want to go out with my friends to the shops now before they close and see the lights and try on jeans, but Mammy called down earlier and says I have to go with her to the dentist.‘ - P51

Dapper, some of the others looked, striding along, inspect-ing the ground and their surroundings with their wings tucked in, putting Furlong in mind of the young curate who liked to walk about town with his hands behind his back. - P52

When he knocked, softly, on the door, it wasn‘t the woman of the house who answered it but a youngish woman in a long nightdress and shawl.
Her hair, which was neither brown nor red but the colour of cinnamon, fell almost to her waist, and her feet were bare. - P53

The room smelled pleasantly of something familiar which he could not name, or place. - P54

"Take it on with you,‘ she said. ‘You know there‘s no luck to be had in refusing a man water. - P54

"There‘s nothing I‘d rather,‘ he said, ‘but I have to get on.‘ - P55

Sleepily, he climbed out and looked over the yews and hedges, the grotto with its statue of Our Lady, whose eyes were downcast as though she was disappointed by the artificial flowers at her feet, and the frost glittering in places where patches of light from the high windows fell. - P57

How still it was up here but why was it not ever peaceful? The day had not yet dawned, and Furlong looked down at the dark shining river whose surface reflected equal parts of the lighted town.
So many things had a way of looking finer, when they were not so close. He could not say which he rathered: the sight of town or its reflection on the water. - P58

For a time he stood listening and looking down at the town, at the smoke starting up from the chimneys and the small, diminishing stars in the sky. One of the brightest fell while he was standing there, leaving a streak like a chalk mark on a board for just a second before it vanished. Another seemed to burn out and slowly fade. - P58

When he let down the tail board and went to open the coal house door, the bolt was stiff with frost, and he had to ask himself if he had not turned into a man consigned to doorways, for did he not spend the best part of his life standing outside of one or another, waiting for them to be opened. - P58

The only thing he thought to do was to take his coat off. When he did, and went to put it round her, she cowered. - P59

Tactlessly, he again shone the light across the floor, on what excrements she‘d had to make. - P59

When he managed to get her out, and saw what was before him a girl just about fit to stand, with her hair roughly cut the ordinary part of him wished he‘d never come near the place. - P59

For a moment he wasn‘t sure that she wasn‘t the same girl he‘d seen in the chapel that day the geese had hissed at him - but this was a different girl. He shone the torch on her feet, saw the long toenails, black from the coal, then switched it off. - P60


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‘Where does thinking get us?‘ she said. ‘All thinking does is bring you down.‘ She was touching the little pearly buttons on her nightdress, agitated. ‘If you want to get on in life, there‘s things you have to ignore, so you can keep on.‘ - P45


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