Furlong left Kathleen, who was off from school, in charge of the office while he made the out-of-town deliveries, collecting as much as he could of what was owed.
When he came back, at lunchtime, Kathleen had the next loads organised and the dockets ready so there would be only a small delay while he got a bite to eat before delivering more. - P49

I just want to go out with my friends to the shops now before they close and see the lights and try on jeans, but Mammy called down earlier and says I have to go with her to the dentist.‘ - P51

Dapper, some of the others looked, striding along, inspect-ing the ground and their surroundings with their wings tucked in, putting Furlong in mind of the young curate who liked to walk about town with his hands behind his back. - P52

When he knocked, softly, on the door, it wasn‘t the woman of the house who answered it but a youngish woman in a long nightdress and shawl.
Her hair, which was neither brown nor red but the colour of cinnamon, fell almost to her waist, and her feet were bare. - P53

The room smelled pleasantly of something familiar which he could not name, or place. - P54

"Take it on with you,‘ she said. ‘You know there‘s no luck to be had in refusing a man water. - P54

"There‘s nothing I‘d rather,‘ he said, ‘but I have to get on.‘ - P55

Sleepily, he climbed out and looked over the yews and hedges, the grotto with its statue of Our Lady, whose eyes were downcast as though she was disappointed by the artificial flowers at her feet, and the frost glittering in places where patches of light from the high windows fell. - P57

How still it was up here but why was it not ever peaceful? The day had not yet dawned, and Furlong looked down at the dark shining river whose surface reflected equal parts of the lighted town.
So many things had a way of looking finer, when they were not so close. He could not say which he rathered: the sight of town or its reflection on the water. - P58

For a time he stood listening and looking down at the town, at the smoke starting up from the chimneys and the small, diminishing stars in the sky. One of the brightest fell while he was standing there, leaving a streak like a chalk mark on a board for just a second before it vanished. Another seemed to burn out and slowly fade. - P58

When he let down the tail board and went to open the coal house door, the bolt was stiff with frost, and he had to ask himself if he had not turned into a man consigned to doorways, for did he not spend the best part of his life standing outside of one or another, waiting for them to be opened. - P58

The only thing he thought to do was to take his coat off. When he did, and went to put it round her, she cowered. - P59

Tactlessly, he again shone the light across the floor, on what excrements she‘d had to make. - P59

When he managed to get her out, and saw what was before him a girl just about fit to stand, with her hair roughly cut the ordinary part of him wished he‘d never come near the place. - P59

For a moment he wasn‘t sure that she wasn‘t the same girl he‘d seen in the chapel that day the geese had hissed at him - but this was a different girl. He shone the torch on her feet, saw the long toenails, black from the coal, then switched it off. - P60


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‘Where does thinking get us?‘ she said. ‘All thinking does is bring you down.‘ She was touching the little pearly buttons on her nightdress, agitated. ‘If you want to get on in life, there‘s things you have to ignore, so you can keep on.‘ - P45


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니코스 카잔차키스는 모넴바시아 여행기를 이런 문장으로 마무리한다.
폐허에서 여행자는 희망 없는 투쟁에 기꺼이 뛰어드는 영혼을 본다. 아무런 보상을 기대하지 않고 치열한 투쟁 그 자체에서 즐거움을 느끼는 영혼을 보는 것이다. 그 영혼은 승부를 떠나서 마치 게임을 하듯 그 투쟁에 몰두하기 때문에 즐거움을 느낀다. 그리하여 내 영혼은 이렇게 맹세한다. 다시는 내 마음에 인생의 환락, 도취, 근심으로 부담 주지 않으리라. 나는 허공에 튀어 오르는 불꽃같은 상태로 내 영혼을 보존하리라.
- <삶의 발명>, 정혜윤 - 밀리의 서재
https://www.millie.co.kr/v3/bookDetail/179628157 - P172


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Eileen said, after a while. ‘We must be doing something right.‘
‘Tis mostly your doing, ‘Furlong admitted. "Where am I ever only away all day then home to the table and up to bed and gone again before they rise.‘
‘You‘re all right, Bill,‘ Eileen said. ‘We‘ve not a penny owing, and that‘s down to you.‘ - P28

It took a while to go over everything and to decide, between them, what should and should not be bought.
In the end, they stretched it out to as much as they could afford:
a pair of jeans for Kathleen, who‘d been watching the ad for 501s on television;
a Queen album for Joan, who‘d glued herself to the Live Aid concert that summer and had fallen in love with Freddie Mercury.
Sheila had written the shortest letter, asking plainly for Scrabble, providing no alternative.
They decided on a spinning globe of the world for Grace, who wasn‘t sure what she wanted but had written out a long list.
Loretta was not in two minds: if Santa would pleese bring Enid Blyton‘s Five Go Down to the Sea or Five Run Away Together or both, she was going to leave a big slice of cake out for him and hide another behind the television. - P29

‘A Walter Macken, maybe. Or David Copperfield. I never did get round to reading that one.‘
‘Right you are.‘
‘Or a big dictionary, for the house, for the girls.‘
He liked the thought of having a dictionary in the house.
‘Is there something on your mind, Bill?‘ Her finger slid over the top of the glass, circling it. You were miles away this night.‘
Furlong looked away, feeling her instincts at work again, the hot power of her gaze. - P31


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Adolf Eichmann went to the gallows with great dignity. He had asked for a bottle of red wine and had drunk half of it.
He refused the help of the Protestant minister, the Reverend William Hull, who offered to read the Bible with him: he had only two more hours to live, and therefore no "time to waste."
He walked the fifty yards from his cell to the execution chamber calm and erect, with his hands bound behind him. When the guards tied his ankles and knees, he asked them to loosen the bonds so that he could stand straight. "I don‘t need that," he said when the black hood was offered him. He was in complete command of himself, nay, he was more: he was completely himself. Nothing could have demonstrated this more convincingly than the grotesque silliness of his last words. He began by stating emphatically that he was a Gottgläubiger, to expressin common Nazi fashion that he was no Christian and did not believe in life after death. He then proceeded: "After a short while, gentlemen, we shall all meet again. Such is the fate of all men. Long live Germany, long live Argentina, long live Austria. I shall not forget them." In the face of death, he had found the cliché used in funeral oratory. Under the gallows, his memory played him the last trick; he was "elated" and he forgot that this was his own funeral.
It was as though in those last minutes he was summing up the lesson that this long course in human wickedness had taught us-the lesson of the fearsome, word-and-thought-defying banality of evil. - P252


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