vantagess could make her feel awkward, even apologetic. The wxyhe looked at her (quizzically, hopefully), his habit of waitingfor her to say more, to add something to the mix this couldcause her to falter and question herself. There were momentswhen she felt like a fake-or like he must think she was a fake.
It became a concern that he suspected her of dissembling, hidingsome deeper truth about herself, failing to disclose a darker,
bleaker side of her story, resisting him, resisting therapy. But henever actually said such things, and so she had to conclude thatit was all in her mind, a smattering of paranoia, a slight discom-fort with the psychotherapeutic process.